March 14, 2011
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at night when it’s quiet
i sit at the kitchen table
with my glass of whiskeythinking about so many things
failure
love
it’s resolvelife
changes
everythingand the later it gets
the more i fall down
become sadand try desperately
to forget
everything i knowand the floor is cold
and the windows don’t hold heat
and the days collectpile up
make waste
of so many memoriesbut this is darkness
this is late night ramblingreaching
stretching
finding lifeunderneath layers
and layersof sadness
regret
and minimal currencywithout coin
cash
or dollar amountthis is night time
when it’s quiet
and i sit
at the kitchen tabledrinking my whiskey.
Comments (5)
I do my damn best to avoid these moments.
Sorry about italics; I have no idea how I did that. lol.
@MyHomeIsWriting - these moments will kill u. i’ll tell ya that. they came after me full force tonight. still working thru em. no worries about the italics.
@thomas_michael - My damn keyboard is thinking of it’s own accord now. xP
And yeah, they will. Nearly have on occasion. I’m still the reigning champ, but I won’t win forever- we’ve all got to die eventually, right?
@MyHomeIsWriting - yep. death. hmmmmm….sigh. eventually. not now though.
@thomas_michael - True. Stay strong and don’t let these moments ruin the good ones; those are the ones that will last forever.